ImSorryI'mSoRandom

For this blog I’m going to do what I always do, blab on and on because that’s what I’m good at. I’m at work right now and it’s freezing outside so one is coming in to get ice cream. This is okay with because it gives me time to do my homework. So I decided that next year I’m going to be living off campus in an apartment. I have met two people that are interested one being Lauren, and the other being a girl from my engineering class. I’m really excited about it because I’ll actually be living on my own, and I won’t have to go home every weekend. I think I will feel more like I’m at college because I won’t be going home often, only for occasional dinners. I like being able to go home, but I don’t like going there a lot just because I don’t feel very independent, and I kind of still feel like I’m living there. I’m really excited about this, but it is also kind of scary. I’m actually going to be on my own, like everyone else is really. Like, everyone that is in college went away from home, so they are on their own, but I don’t feel like that. Story of my life.
So I have been trying to make some friends, and it has been getting better and better. I can see myself starting to open up to people and I’m actually making an effort now. I also feel like other people are in the same boat as me. I’m shy when it comes to meeting new people, and once I open up to them, my true self comes out and it’s wonderful. I still don’t feel like I have met a lot of people though. I mean, it’s 8 weeks into school and I have a lot of people but I haven’t pursued any relationships. It’s harder in big classes because you sit next to someone different every day and you don’t want to keep being awkward and introducing yourself, I feel like it’s too late to do that now.
I also just want to say that Farmville / Facebook is taking over my life. I need to stop this madness. Whenever I’m bored, or I don’t want to do homework anymore I’m on there and it’s getting annoying. I’m getting annoyed with myself about it. I’m just going to say Farmville is really dumb, but it is so addicting. I can’t stop! It gives me a reason to get on Facebook, which I never used to do in the past. I’ve heard of older people playing Farmville and it’s kind of embarrassing to hear that. I can understand middle school, maybe high school, and college but parents and older people; that’s weird. And I’m slightly embarrassed of myself for playing this game. It’s isn’t even fun. I just don’t understand how they got everyone hooked on this silly game.
So my chemistry class is really hard, and I don’t like it. We have had two tests in there, and I got a D on one and I didn’t any better on the second one. I’m not happy with my grade in that class because I feel like I know all the material, but when the test comes I’m dumb and forget everything. I am getting A’s on the homework and that doesn’t make any sense when translating it into my test grades. How can I get A’s on homework and D’s on tests? I know part of it is because I haven’t really studied, partly because I don’t know how. I never had to study in high school. If I got a bad grade on a test, the homework grade was there to keep my grade at a B or an A. So that is a hard class. All my other classes are fine. I’m doing as well as I want to be doing except for vector geometry which is quite challenging. This class is surprisingly hard due to the fact that geometry was easy for me in high school, but that was expected. I have always been into my maths and sciences. I really miss my science classes. I took an environmental science class in high school and I loved it, which is why I wanted to go into environmental engineering; it has the science factor but it still has its problem solving parts, which I’m good at.
Next subject, what’s up with people wearing dresses and shorts while its 40 degrees outside!? I see these really skinny girls walking around in Soffe shorts and then Uggs. I understand that Uggs are really warm, but that doesn’t account for the fact that your legs are exposed to the freezing cold! People are just crazy sometimes. Also, Uggs with shorts isn’t very good looking. If you’re going to wear shorts, go all out and wear some flip flops. Anyways, why don’t guys like Uggs? They don’t understand that they are just like the nasty old shoes that they wear because they are comfortable. Girls wear Uggs because they are cute, and they are warm, and comfy. Also, guys get some color in your wardrobe; when you wear just black and grey, it isn’t attractive. Girls like colors and change, so do it. You need to break out of habit and put your big girl panties on. If you want to look good, you have to try. And if you think you only look good in black and grey, you’re wrong! Yes, black is very mysterious and hot, but colors are good for a change. Make your own style and do things you have never done before; impress people. Just to let all the guys know, Uggs will never leave; they will always be comfy and warm for the perfect winter shoe.
I’m listening to Lady Gaga right now, and I just want to say she’s amazing. And whoever thinks that she has a dick, you’re wrong. You’re just mad that you can’t get with a girl like her. This is directed towards Dan. :P
Until next time,
Melissa